Stop looking for blessings you are already living!!!!

    Hello everyone. How are you guys and girls today? I am blessed as usual. I have another story of how good GOD is to me. He has seen me through so much it makes me want to cry at times and believe it or not I do. I am 36 years old and I cry at the greatness that the Lord has provided for me. Really who wouldn't.
When you understand what God has done for you through the years, you feel so honor that he has kept you for so long.
     Sometimes when I feel at my worst , he shows  up and shows me how great he truly is. I love him so much for that.
    Yesterday I had some bad news in regards to my house. It has been a tremendous headache for me to keep this house. I mostly do it for my family because if its for me I would have been left. The mortgage company gives you such a hard time to modify a loan, I wonder why do they even bother to make believe all these programs are there to help when in actuality they are there to cause you more finacial burden and a bad headache because of all the un neccessary paperwork. But let me tell you how good the God I serve is...
     Call me crazy if you like I do not care. He always sees me through even when I have doubts when I shouldn't. I had received my payment back from my agreement that I had made with the mortgage company and base on this agreement I have to make sure that my payments were never late. Well let me tell you these people send my payment back to me because it was not in the form of a cashiers check. I sent a personal check. I had in the past send my payments western union, but I did not want to spend an extra 16.95  when I have an account. I email the modifier and she investigates and gets back to me. I can send it in and I would not be penalize for it being late because it is not my fault.   Yeahh for that cause I was about to call it quits. I dont know how much longer i am to struggle. But pray for me.....

A troubled mind

   Hello everyone. Hopefully you are better than myself today. I just feel real depress like my life is coming to an end. Since yesterday I have been listening to Michael Jackson since it is his first anniversary since passing on June 25, 2009. I thought it was a beautiful thing that kiss 98.7 in New York fm ,play all his music all weekend long. I really enjoyed myself.
 It reminded me of my youth. All the fun things that I did and how at the time I could not wait until I was old enough to be out on my own and here I am wanting to be little again. I would definitely listen to my parents if I could ever go back to the past. I would finish  school and I would not be so quick to want to grow up so fast. EVER.
     I find myself everyday with more and more problems and no real solution.

    On another note, I still weigh 131.2 and im still fighting this diet. I am determine that I am going to be 115 lbs. again. So I am watching real careful what ever I eat and trying to eat small portions.

    

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Summer is finally staying

   Hello everyone. What a hot day? It was very muggy and hazy and super sunny. Perfect beach weather. However most of us have to work . Good calling in sick day.

   I have been working on a website for my church. I'm very excited about it but, it seems that other people have taken to slander the thought that I wanted to help people like myself that could not make it to church or bible studies to be able to read the lesson for the day given by th e Pastor.
    I enjoy getting into the studies of the bible and it upsets me when I can not get my lesson for the day. I say if you do not have anything nice to say then, dont say it.  Pray for me....



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Good morning, thank you father for giving me another day to be here in this world. I love the Lord and the sacrifices that he has made by allowing us to have a reedemer..

Today I'm a little troubled, first let me explain for those of you who have been reading my blogs you know I have change churches . I started to ho to another church once I found out that the pastor of the one I was going to was basically addicted to pain meds. And a whole lot of stuff. Now I found a new one. Really like to hear the pastor preach but, there are so many peole talking negative about him and other members of the church. I have never been the type to listen to no one eldest opinion about something because I like to figure things out for myself. That's the choice that was given to me when JESUS die on the cross for me. The reason I'm troubled is because we spend a year at the other church and I felt like I lost a lot of time learning the bible. I do not want to loose anymore. So I'm puzzled. Should I stay or move on???? I really do like this church , but I guess I'll pray and hope for the best... Have a bless day..

Happy Father's Day

       Happy Father's Day to everyone.....
                 Today's mother is the new father. Why is it that todays mother is also the father???
A lot of father's are no longer in the children's life and has left the mother to act as the father. Not only cheating their child of a future that both parents can provide but, also burdening the mother with all the responsibilty of raising the child...

            On another note, thank you to my father for giving me life. Staying with my mother and taking care of me . Sticking it out is the best gift you can me...




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Good morning and god bless you... Quick prayer thank you lord for the things that you have given me and the things that are in my future... Love you sincerely your daughter Sylvia...

Now hello, how is everyone. I'm doing great. Well I should complain because I gain 1 pound back and I'm still dieting... Not good. Work as usual crazy but it's expected..in my store it's a one day sale. So it's fairly busy and we open early.. Tommorow is fathers day..happy fathers day to all you mothers that has had to be both for your children.. And to those fathers that were there foe their children ,, a very special fathers day to you..

I miss my father dearly. He has moved out of the country and not very close to me at all. I am a daddy's girl. Always have been even though I'm 36...
Cherish your fathers and tell them you love them.. Talk to you guys later

Hello everyone .. Hope you'll had a wonderful day. I had a good one.. I have life today.. It was a good day. My child is home for a few days, but it's ok..

Happy and Blessed Sunday

 Hello to everyone who's taking the time to read this blog. I want to thank my heavenly father for keeping me alive another day. I went to church today and it was a very inspirational service. Even though it was a few of us there today. I received my message. "Just do what you can do" that was the title of our service. It meant to do the least and don't worry about the most. You can start out by accepting Jesus Christ as your saviour and stop worrying about getting to GOD. So do what you can do . Go to church, love your neighbors, help in any way that you can as long as its in your power to do so. It's the Christian way. It was the reason that we have salvation today. His sacrifice was an eternal gift to us. He was the last offering that we gave our Heavenly father. You see in olden times as in the Bible, people use to get a young ram and burn it and offer it to GOD, but our last young lamb that we offer was Jesus Christ and that's why you owe all you can to him. Someone chose to die for you before you were even born, and you think that you don't owed them at least a thank you. The least you can do is praise him , thank him, listen to what he has left written in the New Testament part of the bible. These were people that were there to witness. You mean to tell me that you will believe all the social studies of history that we have but, you can not believe certain parts of history from the bible. What makes these books so different? why are they so controversial? why do these facts of the past cause people to think so hard? Why not just believe, accept and love it all? My sister's and brother's in christ take some time for yourself and get into whatever get's you closer to God. Give him some time and you will notice a great deal of change in your life. Nothing that is good is easy, It's always going to be hard work but at the end it is all worth it...................

  Song of the Day

    Lead me Jesus


 A joke for the day
   " The Doctor And The Husband"

   A doctor examining a woman who had been rushed to the emergency room, took the husband aside and said, " I don't like the looks of your wife at all."
   "Me neither doc," said the husband. "But she's a great cook and really good with the kids."


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Hello everyone,
   How is everybody. I am blessed and loving life. I have been on the atkins diet and I already cheated but , i lost a pound so not to bad. I going to try to continue cause it is just so hard. Today was a regular day. Off from work and always find things to do. Thats just the way life is I guess. Well not much to say so I will say goodnight.


                  


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What a morning !!!!!
Hello everyone hope ur day is great so far. Work, work, work that's what it's all about today for me. Whether it's with my kids or my job or with my church . I love my life. I thank God for it. I'm so inspired by ally surroundings. Makes me want to do right. Make good decisions not bad ones. My destiny if I walk the right way has been writing. It's up to me to not stay in the narrow path and change it. That's where all the mistakes come from. Not walking straight but taking those wrong turns.
Today I weigh this morning and it was132.4. I told you'll that I'm stuck there so I now started the atkins diet.... NO SUGAR what so ever. Wish me luck. Talk yo you'll later and have a great day. Someone out there loves you so smile today....

A FUN DAY WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS

 TODAY WAS A  REGULAR DAY LIKE NO OTHER. I WENT TO CHURCH AND RECEIVED THE WORD THAT I WENT FOR BUT, NOT AS POWERFUL AS I AM USE TO. IN ANY REGARDS I WENT TO THANK THE LORD FOR ALL HE HAS DONE FOR ME. THERE IS A LOT OF WISDOM THAT I HAVE RECEIVED FROM HIM IN SUCH A SHORT TIME SINCE I HAVE DEDICATED MYSELF TO HIM. I LOVE GOING TO CHURCH AND BIBLE STUDY. I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE  FOR THE LORD THAT  I WANT TO UNDERSTAND THE BIBLE AND ITS MANY DIVINE SECRETS AND MEANING THAT IT INTRIGUES ME.

 ENOUGH ABOUT CHURCH, MY SISTER WAS HERE YESTERDAY AND TODAY. WE ACTUALLY HUNG OUT TILL A LITTLE PAST MIDNIGHT AND HAD A COUPLE OF DRINKS. WE PLAYED CARDS AND JUST TALKED ABOUT THE OLD DAYS AT HOME WITH MY PARENTS. IT WAS VERY NICE.....
 ON ANOTHER NOTE, I WANT TO THANK MY FRIENDS FOR THINKING ABOUT ME WHEN I HAVE TOTALLY LOST MYSELF. I HAVE BEEN ON THIS DIET THAT I KEEP GOING UP AND DOWN,. I HAVE BEE 132 AND 133 FOR A WHILE NOW. I KEEP TRYING TO EXERCISE BUT, I THINK I NEED TO DO MORE.
   I HAVE NO GOOD JOKE TODAY BUT , I WILL PRAY FOR YOU GUYS TODAY AND I WILL SEE WHAT I CAN DO TOMMOROW......




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Happy late memorial day!!!!!
Let me start by saying thank you Lord for all you do. All the true miracles in life.

I hope everyone had a great memorial day. It is the start of our summer. I had so much fun. Although I am not a good host, I manage to entertain pretty ok. Some of my friends came over for a barbecue and we had a few drinks.. It was our first barbecue with people other than our family. Well overdue.

I am so glad that we got to share a full day with friends .

Memorial Day at The Barleston's

These are a few pics of our Memorial Day cookout. It was a beautiful day here in Pa. The weather was about 90 and the pools were open. The perfect day to go and start off the summer. My church family came over and some neighbors to help celebrate Memorial day and reminise on the past times. It was a joyous time for all. I'm glad.

   On another note today I weigh 132.4. I have not lost much but, I have not gain any either. That is good. Work was rough but, it always is. If not it is not work. God Bless until tommorow....

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