Stop looking for blessings you are already living!!!!

    Hello everyone. How are you guys and girls today? I am blessed as usual. I have another story of how good GOD is to me. He has seen me through so much it makes me want to cry at times and believe it or not I do. I am 36 years old and I cry at the greatness that the Lord has provided for me. Really who wouldn't.
When you understand what God has done for you through the years, you feel so honor that he has kept you for so long.
     Sometimes when I feel at my worst , he shows  up and shows me how great he truly is. I love him so much for that.
    Yesterday I had some bad news in regards to my house. It has been a tremendous headache for me to keep this house. I mostly do it for my family because if its for me I would have been left. The mortgage company gives you such a hard time to modify a loan, I wonder why do they even bother to make believe all these programs are there to help when in actuality they are there to cause you more finacial burden and a bad headache because of all the un neccessary paperwork. But let me tell you how good the God I serve is...
     Call me crazy if you like I do not care. He always sees me through even when I have doubts when I shouldn't. I had received my payment back from my agreement that I had made with the mortgage company and base on this agreement I have to make sure that my payments were never late. Well let me tell you these people send my payment back to me because it was not in the form of a cashiers check. I sent a personal check. I had in the past send my payments western union, but I did not want to spend an extra 16.95  when I have an account. I email the modifier and she investigates and gets back to me. I can send it in and I would not be penalize for it being late because it is not my fault.   Yeahh for that cause I was about to call it quits. I dont know how much longer i am to struggle. But pray for me.....