Good day to all... many blessings from me to you..as I am looking at the days go by I see progress but yet such a long recovery... my Dr. told me I might never recover at 100 percent and ill have lifetime of pain....ill let God be the judge of that.... I am a true believer of Jesus and I know he has all my interested at heart and he knows whats best for me..
I had my second surgery since and I must say its easier not having and external cast outside of your foot...you do not have the worries of being able to hit it or get things stuck on it... and the best part is that its not heavy to carry around... but my surgery hurts and burns...
when i get up to attempt a bathroom trip its just that a trip.. I have to use a walker but im more afraid of the pain that comes through my leg just getting up than anything else and then comes the burning feeling that goes through my toes... I have been belittle to the point that I can not even brush my teeth by myself or wash my hair, take a shower or even just wash up on my own... its upsetting me and all I can do is just cry.. i keep asking God to give me the strength to move on from this but they have no idea what this has done to my family..... I get angry and ask for forgiveness for my feelings.... I need to recover and fast...Pray for me all of you...please
