Lord give me a reason not to give up!!!!!!

Hello everyone . Hope you are all in good health and spirits.
                                        I have a few words to share with you today. I was at church and really did not want to go . My tooth has been bothering me and so I was I guess using that as an excuse not to go. But something push me out of the door. I was so ever greatful to go and listen to the message that the Lord sent to me through my Pastor. So many of us look at those people that are not living right and are prospering abundantly and they seem to need nothing. Have all they want and take vacations and all these things that some of us wish we were one day going to be able to go , but the message I got today was that the more things that we want like those who are not living right , the more we are going to accept the end result... Let me explain because I just lost a lot of you.. In your bible and it does not matter what version of it you have the message is still the same. In Luke Chapter 16 verses 19-31 it talks about a man name Lazarus and a rich man. The rich man had it all fine clothing, cars money , he had everything materialistic in the world possible and did not need nor desire nothing because he had it. Like my Pastor told us in today's world we would say "He had it going on, he was bling out" . And there was Lazarus a beggar with bruises and sores whose desires where to have some of the crumbs of the rich man... As my Pastor stated to us this rich guys crumbs could be a Lexus instead of the Lamborghini or his 5 bedroom house instead of the mansion that he currently resides or instead of the rolex the crumbs could be a Movado watch...Time had past and they both past on.
    The beggar (Lazarus) died and was carried by the Angels into Abraham's bosom and the rich man also had died and was buried.. And when he awoke he was in hell. He could only see Lazarus in Abraham's bosom from afar.. That means that he was a distance and not at arms reach. 
       Sometimes when we live in  the world and desire all these things and seem not to get them but we are living right, it will be in our eternal life that we will suceed,but wanting all these things and living in the wrong will only get you to were the rich man got and that was in eternal torment fire.... All the good things are yet to come in our lives is knowing and having patience that makes the difference and better yet... Faith...


     Love one another be compassionate to one another.....Care for one another is the reason that Jesus Christ die for us... He obey his destiny and fulfilled it and that is why you and I ca sit here today and discuss these matters..

This is a resemblence of the cross that Jesus Christ die on for our sins.......

We owe him all but, the least that we can do is start by reading our bibles. Go to church get a better understanding of the Lords work for us here while we are in earth. Is what Jesus was  trying to teach us about the kingdom of heaven...






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Family fun

Today was a good day for us. Many thanks to my
creator for allowing us time to spend together as a
family. At the end of the day that's all we have.
Nothing really matters and it's nice to come
together and remember the good times.. Even though it
seems like so few..

My kids and I went to dorney park yesterday. We
had so much. It's in Pa. If you ever have a chance
to go do so. We bought our tickets online and we
paid 34.99 per person and we got two parks for one
because they also have a waterpark that's included
on the price.. I had a ball.
On another note I am ery excited because this
month is a very busy one for us as a family.
My mother-in-law is retiring and we have her party
on July 17th. Another family event. And July 18th
my church has their friends and family annual function
at the firehouse. I want to thank Bob and his staff
from our local distribution publishing for advertising
our church andur events for free for us. In caseyou
were wondering, we have a bi- weekly free hometown
booklet that advertises what's going on in your town.
The booklet is name" our town" and it's wonderful
And I just wanted to say thanks on behalf of my church...

Blessings

  Hello everyone. I found out today something that I already knew but, somehow I forgot. You know when you ask the Heavenly father for help, it does not always come like you expect it but how he sees it more fit for your cituation. I have a bad habit of asking for specific help and in return he gives it to me his way and sometimes Im anger cause I did not realized that he had help me.
  A friend of mine discussing her cituation to me today help me put things into perspective. We were talking about how sometimes we ask for help and dont realize when he has sent it to us. So it was interesting to lnow that some of us think the same way.  I was looking at siome pics of when we took our daughter to college out in california. Just to be able to see nature sees things different

    On another note, I have lost some weight. I now weigh 128. So my diet is doing great. I am so happy there. I exercise as much as I can and try to eat normal and  before 7 pm . I do slip sometimes but i try to make it up. My grandaughter has been staying with us. She is getting so big and so attach to us. I hope my daughter does well for herself and my grandchild. She deserves the best.







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Stop looking for blessings you are already living!!!!

    Hello everyone. How are you guys and girls today? I am blessed as usual. I have another story of how good GOD is to me. He has seen me through so much it makes me want to cry at times and believe it or not I do. I am 36 years old and I cry at the greatness that the Lord has provided for me. Really who wouldn't.
When you understand what God has done for you through the years, you feel so honor that he has kept you for so long.
     Sometimes when I feel at my worst , he shows  up and shows me how great he truly is. I love him so much for that.
    Yesterday I had some bad news in regards to my house. It has been a tremendous headache for me to keep this house. I mostly do it for my family because if its for me I would have been left. The mortgage company gives you such a hard time to modify a loan, I wonder why do they even bother to make believe all these programs are there to help when in actuality they are there to cause you more finacial burden and a bad headache because of all the un neccessary paperwork. But let me tell you how good the God I serve is...
     Call me crazy if you like I do not care. He always sees me through even when I have doubts when I shouldn't. I had received my payment back from my agreement that I had made with the mortgage company and base on this agreement I have to make sure that my payments were never late. Well let me tell you these people send my payment back to me because it was not in the form of a cashiers check. I sent a personal check. I had in the past send my payments western union, but I did not want to spend an extra 16.95  when I have an account. I email the modifier and she investigates and gets back to me. I can send it in and I would not be penalize for it being late because it is not my fault.   Yeahh for that cause I was about to call it quits. I dont know how much longer i am to struggle. But pray for me.....

A troubled mind

   Hello everyone. Hopefully you are better than myself today. I just feel real depress like my life is coming to an end. Since yesterday I have been listening to Michael Jackson since it is his first anniversary since passing on June 25, 2009. I thought it was a beautiful thing that kiss 98.7 in New York fm ,play all his music all weekend long. I really enjoyed myself.
 It reminded me of my youth. All the fun things that I did and how at the time I could not wait until I was old enough to be out on my own and here I am wanting to be little again. I would definitely listen to my parents if I could ever go back to the past. I would finish  school and I would not be so quick to want to grow up so fast. EVER.
     I find myself everyday with more and more problems and no real solution.

    On another note, I still weigh 131.2 and im still fighting this diet. I am determine that I am going to be 115 lbs. again. So I am watching real careful what ever I eat and trying to eat small portions.

    

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Summer is finally staying

   Hello everyone. What a hot day? It was very muggy and hazy and super sunny. Perfect beach weather. However most of us have to work . Good calling in sick day.

   I have been working on a website for my church. I'm very excited about it but, it seems that other people have taken to slander the thought that I wanted to help people like myself that could not make it to church or bible studies to be able to read the lesson for the day given by th e Pastor.
    I enjoy getting into the studies of the bible and it upsets me when I can not get my lesson for the day. I say if you do not have anything nice to say then, dont say it.  Pray for me....



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Good morning, thank you father for giving me another day to be here in this world. I love the Lord and the sacrifices that he has made by allowing us to have a reedemer..

Today I'm a little troubled, first let me explain for those of you who have been reading my blogs you know I have change churches . I started to ho to another church once I found out that the pastor of the one I was going to was basically addicted to pain meds. And a whole lot of stuff. Now I found a new one. Really like to hear the pastor preach but, there are so many peole talking negative about him and other members of the church. I have never been the type to listen to no one eldest opinion about something because I like to figure things out for myself. That's the choice that was given to me when JESUS die on the cross for me. The reason I'm troubled is because we spend a year at the other church and I felt like I lost a lot of time learning the bible. I do not want to loose anymore. So I'm puzzled. Should I stay or move on???? I really do like this church , but I guess I'll pray and hope for the best... Have a bless day..

Happy Father's Day

       Happy Father's Day to everyone.....
                 Today's mother is the new father. Why is it that todays mother is also the father???
A lot of father's are no longer in the children's life and has left the mother to act as the father. Not only cheating their child of a future that both parents can provide but, also burdening the mother with all the responsibilty of raising the child...

            On another note, thank you to my father for giving me life. Staying with my mother and taking care of me . Sticking it out is the best gift you can me...




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Good morning and god bless you... Quick prayer thank you lord for the things that you have given me and the things that are in my future... Love you sincerely your daughter Sylvia...

Now hello, how is everyone. I'm doing great. Well I should complain because I gain 1 pound back and I'm still dieting... Not good. Work as usual crazy but it's expected..in my store it's a one day sale. So it's fairly busy and we open early.. Tommorow is fathers day..happy fathers day to all you mothers that has had to be both for your children.. And to those fathers that were there foe their children ,, a very special fathers day to you..

I miss my father dearly. He has moved out of the country and not very close to me at all. I am a daddy's girl. Always have been even though I'm 36...
Cherish your fathers and tell them you love them.. Talk to you guys later

Hello everyone .. Hope you'll had a wonderful day. I had a good one.. I have life today.. It was a good day. My child is home for a few days, but it's ok..

Happy and Blessed Sunday

 Hello to everyone who's taking the time to read this blog. I want to thank my heavenly father for keeping me alive another day. I went to church today and it was a very inspirational service. Even though it was a few of us there today. I received my message. "Just do what you can do" that was the title of our service. It meant to do the least and don't worry about the most. You can start out by accepting Jesus Christ as your saviour and stop worrying about getting to GOD. So do what you can do . Go to church, love your neighbors, help in any way that you can as long as its in your power to do so. It's the Christian way. It was the reason that we have salvation today. His sacrifice was an eternal gift to us. He was the last offering that we gave our Heavenly father. You see in olden times as in the Bible, people use to get a young ram and burn it and offer it to GOD, but our last young lamb that we offer was Jesus Christ and that's why you owe all you can to him. Someone chose to die for you before you were even born, and you think that you don't owed them at least a thank you. The least you can do is praise him , thank him, listen to what he has left written in the New Testament part of the bible. These were people that were there to witness. You mean to tell me that you will believe all the social studies of history that we have but, you can not believe certain parts of history from the bible. What makes these books so different? why are they so controversial? why do these facts of the past cause people to think so hard? Why not just believe, accept and love it all? My sister's and brother's in christ take some time for yourself and get into whatever get's you closer to God. Give him some time and you will notice a great deal of change in your life. Nothing that is good is easy, It's always going to be hard work but at the end it is all worth it...................

  Song of the Day

    Lead me Jesus


 A joke for the day
   " The Doctor And The Husband"

   A doctor examining a woman who had been rushed to the emergency room, took the husband aside and said, " I don't like the looks of your wife at all."
   "Me neither doc," said the husband. "But she's a great cook and really good with the kids."


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Hello everyone,
   How is everybody. I am blessed and loving life. I have been on the atkins diet and I already cheated but , i lost a pound so not to bad. I going to try to continue cause it is just so hard. Today was a regular day. Off from work and always find things to do. Thats just the way life is I guess. Well not much to say so I will say goodnight.


                  


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What a morning !!!!!
Hello everyone hope ur day is great so far. Work, work, work that's what it's all about today for me. Whether it's with my kids or my job or with my church . I love my life. I thank God for it. I'm so inspired by ally surroundings. Makes me want to do right. Make good decisions not bad ones. My destiny if I walk the right way has been writing. It's up to me to not stay in the narrow path and change it. That's where all the mistakes come from. Not walking straight but taking those wrong turns.
Today I weigh this morning and it was132.4. I told you'll that I'm stuck there so I now started the atkins diet.... NO SUGAR what so ever. Wish me luck. Talk yo you'll later and have a great day. Someone out there loves you so smile today....

A FUN DAY WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS

 TODAY WAS A  REGULAR DAY LIKE NO OTHER. I WENT TO CHURCH AND RECEIVED THE WORD THAT I WENT FOR BUT, NOT AS POWERFUL AS I AM USE TO. IN ANY REGARDS I WENT TO THANK THE LORD FOR ALL HE HAS DONE FOR ME. THERE IS A LOT OF WISDOM THAT I HAVE RECEIVED FROM HIM IN SUCH A SHORT TIME SINCE I HAVE DEDICATED MYSELF TO HIM. I LOVE GOING TO CHURCH AND BIBLE STUDY. I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE  FOR THE LORD THAT  I WANT TO UNDERSTAND THE BIBLE AND ITS MANY DIVINE SECRETS AND MEANING THAT IT INTRIGUES ME.

 ENOUGH ABOUT CHURCH, MY SISTER WAS HERE YESTERDAY AND TODAY. WE ACTUALLY HUNG OUT TILL A LITTLE PAST MIDNIGHT AND HAD A COUPLE OF DRINKS. WE PLAYED CARDS AND JUST TALKED ABOUT THE OLD DAYS AT HOME WITH MY PARENTS. IT WAS VERY NICE.....
 ON ANOTHER NOTE, I WANT TO THANK MY FRIENDS FOR THINKING ABOUT ME WHEN I HAVE TOTALLY LOST MYSELF. I HAVE BEEN ON THIS DIET THAT I KEEP GOING UP AND DOWN,. I HAVE BEE 132 AND 133 FOR A WHILE NOW. I KEEP TRYING TO EXERCISE BUT, I THINK I NEED TO DO MORE.
   I HAVE NO GOOD JOKE TODAY BUT , I WILL PRAY FOR YOU GUYS TODAY AND I WILL SEE WHAT I CAN DO TOMMOROW......




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Happy late memorial day!!!!!
Let me start by saying thank you Lord for all you do. All the true miracles in life.

I hope everyone had a great memorial day. It is the start of our summer. I had so much fun. Although I am not a good host, I manage to entertain pretty ok. Some of my friends came over for a barbecue and we had a few drinks.. It was our first barbecue with people other than our family. Well overdue.

I am so glad that we got to share a full day with friends .

Memorial Day at The Barleston's

These are a few pics of our Memorial Day cookout. It was a beautiful day here in Pa. The weather was about 90 and the pools were open. The perfect day to go and start off the summer. My church family came over and some neighbors to help celebrate Memorial day and reminise on the past times. It was a joyous time for all. I'm glad.

   On another note today I weigh 132.4. I have not lost much but, I have not gain any either. That is good. Work was rough but, it always is. If not it is not work. God Bless until tommorow....

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NEW LIFE FAITH TEMPLE

      This is my new church. I found this church through a very good sister of mine. I am so eternally greatful to her for accepting me back into her life. You see ,we use to attend another church before together and she took notice of the greed and wrong doings before I could and needing to continue her walk with GOD she came to this church and has been there since. Her joy and happiness everytime she talked about her church took me by surprise for you see I was getting to the point were I did not want to go to church anymore. My heart told me different and since I loved the Lord with my heart and not my mind , My heart was set to find another church to attend and get back on track so that I can receive the word from the LORD.  The message is why we go to church. To get a better understanding of why we struggle. We need to believe that there is something better than this that we are searching for.
   I have never felt like helping a church achieve as much as this one. I never have felt the need to do all I can for a church. But, you see what I am learning in the short weeks that we have been attending, is that when you want to work for the Lord it has to be voluntary. No one should make you feel like you are obligated to do something. You have no obligations to know no one but, yourself. When you are not obligated and you choose to do things, they are at free will and they come from so much love. Their is nothing I would not do to help this church get bigger and spread the word from our almighty father. We as christians ,believers of christ, have an obligation to help fulfill what Jesus Christ started here with his healing and peace ministry. His sacrifice for our salvation, is all we need to want to continue to help others. To love one another no matter what. We need to heal this world that today is filled with so much violence and hate.
  A perculiar theory is what I learn at bible study on friday night. I was late but, GOD saw it fit for me to go and learn a lesson. What I learn was this. In the bible it states that God so love us he would let us try again and again and again and again until we get it right. Not like us that have no patience. When he put Adam here on this earth, he told him he could eat from all the trees except one.  Adam did not obey and ate an apple from the forbidden tree.
 Next we have Noah whom was told to bring in two pair of animals and all living creatures that were clean and his 3 sons and their wives and his wife. Then as we understand the bible it tells us that he brought in two of other people. That was mistake number two. Now we have the first king of Israel Saul. Good old King Saul was told to obey GOD and kill the Amalekites and all their animals and evrything there. He killed everything except an oxen and a `sheep and kept it. So now we have three people send by God to obey his law and we could not do it. There's a whole lot of people throughout the bible with the same story of disobedience. Until Jesus Christ came and eneded the fall of man. He actually obey the Lord's word and did exactly what he was sent to do. How many of us here today can say that?
   My message to you guys and ladies, is love one another, take care of each other. Life is very short .

These girls here

are my nieces and my very best friend . She is like a cousin. The one in the middle is my friend Franciny. The other two are my nieces. Vanessa to the left and Melissa to the right. They are going to visit me next week. I am so excited. None of my family has really been here in the Pocono's to visit me. I  am so excited.

Well my weight as of 7:30 was 131.8.... Yeah

      






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   Anyway, Hello everyone. I was not able to Blog yesterday. Really nothing to say. Today I weigh 132.2, and I started the Tae-Bo tapes That I have stated before. I past the instructional one and now I have reach the basic one. So wish me luck.
  I really have been trying to watch what I eat but, I fell off the wagon the other day . I ate icecream at bedtime and yesterday I had 2 lollipops of chocolate. Not Good. But I am a working progress. Don't be mad. Pratice does make perfect and I am working at it.

Here is my girls and my sister with me. This was taken at my oldest baby shower almost a year ago.

So much has happen in such a little time. I will eventually take a new picture of me and see what my results are as far as my weight loss.

Today's inspiration for me is to give myself more time to the Lord in the books that I read. I need to take more time to and just turn everything off and enjoy the beautiful stories that was written for me to see what has happen in this world and what has been written that is going to happen in the future.

I recommend that you read Psalm 27 in it's entirety , this psalm is an inspiration to me when I'm down and when I'm happy.

Take care of yourself and remember to pray...............

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MONDAYS UGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  As if monday's are not horrible as it is.  Thank you lord for my day.I have a habit of ranting instead od being greatful for my life first. Always with the negative. That is how we live our lives. Then we wonder why we struggle so much..
  Back to my job., After working hard to try to make my figures for the month and re merchandising the floor all week long, I had to move everything again today. Today was suppose to be a soft day for me . I was totally mistaken. I had to refixture the floor . Make pyramids of t-shirt and fold over 500 pair of jeans. Not a good day . I'm exhausted. I weigh today 132.4 and struggling again with food. I ate a snack bowl from kfc. That is chicken tenders with mashed potatoes and corn all in one bowl top with cheese. And for dinner a cucumber and tomato salad with red wine vinegar. This morning I had a lean body protein shake and a banana, and for a refreshment ,I've been drinking AZUZE. The slendreize kind and it only has 10 calories.
  I'm doing ok health wise but, my stomach keeps growling. Ive been stuffing grapes to fill me up. Wish me luck as I continue to battle my diet....

  Be safe........ till tommorow................





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