My Angel

   Hello to all.. As I sit or lay on my bed most of these days... I am feeling much better but so anxious. Never in a million years fid I ever ecpect to be put down like this. A minor setback a lot of people say but they do not know me well enough.
   I am a very active woman in my work and my community. I can not stand to stay still... My grandaughter comes over and just brings me so much joy. She is full of life. So vibrant that to her this will be over soon so  I can go play with her outside.... My angel from heaven she is... you just never know who is sent to be your angel at your difficult tome...

Look at me now

Good day to all... many blessings from me to you..as I am looking at the days go by I see progress but yet such a long recovery... my Dr. told me I might never recover at 100 percent and ill have lifetime of pain....ill let God be the judge of that.... I am a true believer of Jesus and I know he has all my interested at heart and he knows whats best for me..
     I had my second surgery since and I must say its easier not having and external cast outside of your foot...you do not have the worries of being able to hit it or get things stuck on it... and the best part is that its not heavy to carry around... but my surgery hurts and burns...
      when i get up to attempt a bathroom trip its just that a trip.. I have to use a walker but im more afraid of the pain that comes through my leg just getting up than anything else and then comes the burning feeling that goes through my toes... I have been belittle to the point that I can not even brush my teeth by myself or wash my hair, take a shower or even just wash up on my own... its upsetting me and all I can do is just cry.. i keep asking God to give me the strength to move on from this but they have no idea what this has done to my family..... I get angry and ask for forgiveness for my feelings.... I need to recover and fast...Pray for me all of you...please

surgery day

Good day to all.. many blessings from me to you.. Today I go in for the second phase of the reconstruction of my ankle/foot... as you may remember I had a car accident on June 1st and fracture my right ankle out of all places... So keep me in your prayers today... Although I know all will be well.. I am a child of the living God and he will never forsake me.

ouch....

Good day to all.
Peace be unto you today... I am on my way to get pre admission screening to see if Ill be ok for surgery tommorow.... the Drs. will be removing this temporary cast and starting to reconstruct my tibia and fibula which I fracture in a car accident that I was in on monday June 1st. Its been a hell of a week but at least I still have life.... I just want to get to the point of just healing and no pain meds and no casts ...

Light after darkness

Lord ...just thank you... After seeing my car in the conditions that it was I can only say thank you Jesus for lifting my son and myself and those individuals that struck my vehicle...we all manage to walk out with our lives in tact... I have a broken ankle and some bruises everywhere and my son has a swollen knee and some stitches on his hand.....God is good... I love the lord....

Spring is here

   Good morning all... hope you are having a blessed day in the presence of our Lord Jesus Christ... I am only aharing this because I can not believe finally I see flowers... Its May 8th and no flowers in sight. The trees are barely blooming and making matters worst, no grass and no rain to help grow that which is planted in the ground. Yesterday I finally bought my first flower pot to plant. So happy. Weather is good and hopefully it will stay this way so that the flowers can grow.. after all this is spring... just a month away from summer... take care and enjoy the roses...

Happy Birthday

Just want to wish my grandbaby a Happy Birthday wish..... I love Jenelle and heres too many more years with our Lords blessings...

1st of the Month

   Good Morning everyone...
         I hope that all of you are well in health spirit and all the above. Here in the Pocono Mountain we are finally getting to enjoy some warm air but its still pretty cold for the season. We haven't begun to see much flowers bloom or trees sprout for that matter... not a good sign. We have not had rain showers and its May already. I have been watering the plants in the hopes to revive them but no luck.
          May is a special month for me. Not only did my first born daughter arrive 36 years ago ,but also a grandchild. My darling little bundle of joy who now turns 6 this year and reminds me everyday about her big day...also we have in this month Mother's day and Memorial Day. Sounds like a lot of barbecues (weather permitting), or at least readons to have one. This winter has been brutal to us here in the mountain.I hope not so tough by you....I am a firm believer that God has a plan and these things happen for a reason ... only he sees the bigger picture....

Thanking God for Friends

Hello all.... hope your day is full of blessings, love and peace....
Today was a good day for me and my close friend. She had lost her mother last month and had to clean the residence were her mom live to return the apartment back to the landlord... you just never realize how much stuff we have until we have to move... needless to say tons of memories. It is very difficult to pack your mothers things and get rid of it... impossible at times but with much prayer and friends you can do it..... so I had the privilidge ti help her ... we clean and pack a few days and then it was our final day.. we said a prayer and thank God for all the years that were given to enjoy life there for my friend as her mother raise her and her sister with the barely minimal as most single mothers do today....
Cherish your mom..
she is your everything at every occasion in your life.....you never expect to be loosing your mom at a young age but God has other plans...

Easter

Happy Resurrection Day... its the day we celebrate when Christ rose from the dead and prove to the world his eternal and unconditional love for us... I'm so forever  grateful and thankful... we are chosen people.... be graceful and enjoy the grace that you are living in... its eternal

Snow in spring

   Hello everyone... hope all is well and blessed... quick note... I can not believe that here in the Pocono Mountains we are still getting blizzard like conditions... As i was driving home yesterday, my vehicle felt like it was being pushed of the road . The wind was so strong... Its about 3:30 in the morning and the roads are icy... on my way to work on this commuter bus just in cae you are wondering what the heck am I doing up at this time. Have a wonderful blessed day...

Just Because

Hello to everyone. I hope that as you get to tead my post today ,you are somewhere warm... As you already know ,I am in the Pocono Mountains in Pa. We tend to get a lot of snow here but this year its been more like ice rain and brutal cold weather... Its hard to believe its suppose to be over soon... Spring is like 16 days away.
Today has just been a non-productive day for me. I feel gloomy and depress. Hopefully its because of the weather. Although I am grateful that I have work, I just wish I can be home for the rest of this winter... I can only hope spring wont be a soaking one with a lot of storms and rain...Im very afraid of thunderstorms...will hide and cry like a baby...
To all of you be safe ... be happy
God is with you...

Hello everyone... I hope all is well. We in the Pocono mountains are having a hell of a winter... its said to be the 5th coldest winter in the month of February in years...There has been states that has been colder than Canada if you can believe that.... The weather today us -4 F and tommorow its suppose to be colder....all I can say is I am so ready for winter to be over... the snow here has reached about 3 ft....nothing compare to Boston who thus far has 8 ft but its still a hassle and dangerous...God help us all

snow, snow and more snow

omg..can we stop with the snow... We have so much snow and more keeps coming..what the heck...I wish we can bag it up and take it to the west coast were there are droughts...
  Sorry for the complaining but its been a hectic winter for us here in Pennsylvania...hope all is well at your neck of the woods

45th Birthday

Good Times

Today I want to thank God for everything in my life. The good and the bad. It just makes me a stronger person to go through storms and come out to see rainbows at the other side. I have been through plenty of them these past few months and I have to be a witness and give you my testimony and say that your faith in God and becauae we live under grace through Jesus Christ we are able to  receive blessings from above even though at times we do not desrve it...
I am not just saying things to say and preach believe me im far from that person but im telling you the power of faith that you can have when you just pray and give yourself to the unseen is incerdible... I can truly say I love my Lord moreso through my storms because he keeps me up... So for this im eternally grateful

another test

Hello to all.. hope ur day is better than mine today... im so sad.. just want to ask a question... when do you know your marriage is over??? and what signs are there to tell you move on.... some marriages go through a worldwind of stuff but they last and then there are some marriages that are just there out of convenience... what happens when there is no more excuse of why you should stay when all along it was not meant to be and hou knew this for such a long time... please all answers are welcome

Halloween....just a treat

  Blessings from the Pocono Mountains where today's weather is 30 and windy and just plain cold. The start of winter is just around the corner and small dust of flurries cover the grass.
   Halloween over as fast as it came and now instead of celebrating Thanksgiving we are going to Christmas.....Everywhere you go now its all about Christmas,not giving us time to celebrate Thanksgiving.
The beginning of a holiday that unites family. My favorite season begins. I am so excited.
    

            God bless you all....hope today is full of happiness and joy...
I wanted to share this picture of my family. These are my uncle's and aunts and
my grandmother..So close to Thanksgiving I can not help but reminisce about
my family members that have left us to be with the Lord..It's amazing to be able
to see my family memories....just like I remembered them....I use to love to go visit my family in Ecuador when I was small. It was the best times of my life. I truly have had
the best childhood. I miss it dearly. I pray for my granddaughter. I hope she has fond memories to go back to when she is all grown up....