Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Stop looking for blessings you are already living!!!!
When you understand what God has done for you through the years, you feel so honor that he has kept you for so long.
Sometimes when I feel at my worst , he shows up and shows me how great he truly is. I love him so much for that.
Yesterday I had some bad news in regards to my house. It has been a tremendous headache for me to keep this house. I mostly do it for my family because if its for me I would have been left. The mortgage company gives you such a hard time to modify a loan, I wonder why do they even bother to make believe all these programs are there to help when in actuality they are there to cause you more finacial burden and a bad headache because of all the un neccessary paperwork. But let me tell you how good the God I serve is...
Call me crazy if you like I do not care. He always sees me through even when I have doubts when I shouldn't. I had received my payment back from my agreement that I had made with the mortgage company and base on this agreement I have to make sure that my payments were never late. Well let me tell you these people send my payment back to me because it was not in the form of a cashiers check. I sent a personal check. I had in the past send my payments western union, but I did not want to spend an extra 16.95 when I have an account. I email the modifier and she investigates and gets back to me. I can send it in and I would not be penalize for it being late because it is not my fault. Yeahh for that cause I was about to call it quits. I dont know how much longer i am to struggle. But pray for me.....
Saturday, June 26, 2010
A troubled mind
It reminded me of my youth. All the fun things that I did and how at the time I could not wait until I was old enough to be out on my own and here I am wanting to be little again. I would definitely listen to my parents if I could ever go back to the past. I would finish school and I would not be so quick to want to grow up so fast. EVER.
I find myself everyday with more and more problems and no real solution.
On another note, I still weigh 131.2 and im still fighting this diet. I am determine that I am going to be 115 lbs. again. So I am watching real careful what ever I eat and trying to eat small portions.
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Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Summer is finally staying
I have been working on a website for my church. I'm very excited about it but, it seems that other people have taken to slander the thought that I wanted to help people like myself that could not make it to church or bible studies to be able to read the lesson for the day given by th e Pastor.
I enjoy getting into the studies of the bible and it upsets me when I can not get my lesson for the day. I say if you do not have anything nice to say then, dont say it. Pray for me....
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Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Today I'm a little troubled, first let me explain for those of you who have been reading my blogs you know I have change churches . I started to ho to another church once I found out that the pastor of the one I was going to was basically addicted to pain meds. And a whole lot of stuff. Now I found a new one. Really like to hear the pastor preach but, there are so many peole talking negative about him and other members of the church. I have never been the type to listen to no one eldest opinion about something because I like to figure things out for myself. That's the choice that was given to me when JESUS die on the cross for me. The reason I'm troubled is because we spend a year at the other church and I felt like I lost a lot of time learning the bible. I do not want to loose anymore. So I'm puzzled. Should I stay or move on???? I really do like this church , but I guess I'll pray and hope for the best... Have a bless day..
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Happy Father's Day
Today's mother is the new father. Why is it that todays mother is also the father???
A lot of father's are no longer in the children's life and has left the mother to act as the father. Not only cheating their child of a future that both parents can provide but, also burdening the mother with all the responsibilty of raising the child...
On another note, thank you to my father for giving me life. Staying with my mother and taking care of me . Sticking it out is the best gift you can me...
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Saturday, June 19, 2010
Now hello, how is everyone. I'm doing great. Well I should complain because I gain 1 pound back and I'm still dieting... Not good. Work as usual crazy but it's expected..in my store it's a one day sale. So it's fairly busy and we open early.. Tommorow is fathers day..happy fathers day to all you mothers that has had to be both for your children.. And to those fathers that were there foe their children ,, a very special fathers day to you..
I miss my father dearly. He has moved out of the country and not very close to me at all. I am a daddy's girl. Always have been even though I'm 36...
Cherish your fathers and tell them you love them.. Talk to you guys later
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Happy and Blessed Sunday
Song of the Day
Lead me Jesus
A joke for the day
" The Doctor And The Husband"
A doctor examining a woman who had been rushed to the emergency room, took the husband aside and said, " I don't like the looks of your wife at all."
"Me neither doc," said the husband. "But she's a great cook and really good with the kids."
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Thursday, June 10, 2010
How is everybody. I am blessed and loving life. I have been on the atkins diet and I already cheated but , i lost a pound so not to bad. I going to try to continue cause it is just so hard. Today was a regular day. Off from work and always find things to do. Thats just the way life is I guess. Well not much to say so I will say goodnight.
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Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Hello everyone hope ur day is great so far. Work, work, work that's what it's all about today for me. Whether it's with my kids or my job or with my church . I love my life. I thank God for it. I'm so inspired by ally surroundings. Makes me want to do right. Make good decisions not bad ones. My destiny if I walk the right way has been writing. It's up to me to not stay in the narrow path and change it. That's where all the mistakes come from. Not walking straight but taking those wrong turns.
Today I weigh this morning and it was132.4. I told you'll that I'm stuck there so I now started the atkins diet.... NO SUGAR what so ever. Wish me luck. Talk yo you'll later and have a great day. Someone out there loves you so smile today....
Sunday, June 6, 2010
A FUN DAY WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS
ENOUGH ABOUT CHURCH, MY SISTER WAS HERE YESTERDAY AND TODAY. WE ACTUALLY HUNG OUT TILL A LITTLE PAST MIDNIGHT AND HAD A COUPLE OF DRINKS. WE PLAYED CARDS AND JUST TALKED ABOUT THE OLD DAYS AT HOME WITH MY PARENTS. IT WAS VERY NICE.....
ON ANOTHER NOTE, I WANT TO THANK MY FRIENDS FOR THINKING ABOUT ME WHEN I HAVE TOTALLY LOST MYSELF. I HAVE BEEN ON THIS DIET THAT I KEEP GOING UP AND DOWN,. I HAVE BEE 132 AND 133 FOR A WHILE NOW. I KEEP TRYING TO EXERCISE BUT, I THINK I NEED TO DO MORE.
I HAVE NO GOOD JOKE TODAY BUT , I WILL PRAY FOR YOU GUYS TODAY AND I WILL SEE WHAT I CAN DO TOMMOROW......
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Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Let me start by saying thank you Lord for all you do. All the true miracles in life.
I hope everyone had a great memorial day. It is the start of our summer. I had so much fun. Although I am not a good host, I manage to entertain pretty ok. Some of my friends came over for a barbecue and we had a few drinks.. It was our first barbecue with people other than our family. Well overdue.
I am so glad that we got to share a full day with friends .
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Memorial Day at The Barleston's
These are a few pics of our Memorial Day cookout. It was a beautiful day here in Pa. The weather was about 90 and the pools were open. The perfect day to go and start off the summer. My church family came over and some neighbors to help celebrate Memorial day and reminise on the past times. It was a joyous time for all. I'm glad.
On another note today I weigh 132.4. I have not lost much but, I have not gain any either. That is good. Work was rough but, it always is. If not it is not work. God Bless until tommorow....
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Sunday, May 30, 2010
NEW LIFE FAITH TEMPLE
I have never felt like helping a church achieve as much as this one. I never have felt the need to do all I can for a church. But, you see what I am learning in the short weeks that we have been attending, is that when you want to work for the Lord it has to be voluntary. No one should make you feel like you are obligated to do something. You have no obligations to know no one but, yourself. When you are not obligated and you choose to do things, they are at free will and they come from so much love. Their is nothing I would not do to help this church get bigger and spread the word from our almighty father. We as christians ,believers of christ, have an obligation to help fulfill what Jesus Christ started here with his healing and peace ministry. His sacrifice for our salvation, is all we need to want to continue to help others. To love one another no matter what. We need to heal this world that today is filled with so much violence and hate.
A perculiar theory is what I learn at bible study on friday night. I was late but, GOD saw it fit for me to go and learn a lesson. What I learn was this. In the bible it states that God so love us he would let us try again and again and again and again until we get it right. Not like us that have no patience. When he put Adam here on this earth, he told him he could eat from all the trees except one. Adam did not obey and ate an apple from the forbidden tree.
Next we have Noah whom was told to bring in two pair of animals and all living creatures that were clean and his 3 sons and their wives and his wife. Then as we understand the bible it tells us that he brought in two of other people. That was mistake number two. Now we have the first king of Israel Saul. Good old King Saul was told to obey GOD and kill the Amalekites and all their animals and evrything there. He killed everything except an oxen and a `sheep and kept it. So now we have three people send by God to obey his law and we could not do it. There's a whole lot of people throughout the bible with the same story of disobedience. Until Jesus Christ came and eneded the fall of man. He actually obey the Lord's word and did exactly what he was sent to do. How many of us here today can say that?
My message to you guys and ladies, is love one another, take care of each other. Life is very short .
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Thursday, May 27, 2010
Excited and enthused
Anyway, Hello everyone. I was not able to Blog yesterday. Really nothing to say. Today I weigh 132.2, and I started the Tae-Bo tapes That I have stated before. I past the instructional one and now I have reach the basic one. So wish me luck.
I really have been trying to watch what I eat but, I fell off the wagon the other day . I ate icecream at bedtime and yesterday I had 2 lollipops of chocolate. Not Good. But I am a working progress. Don't be mad. Pratice does make perfect and I am working at it.
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Monday, May 24, 2010
MONDAYS UGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Back to my job., After working hard to try to make my figures for the month and re merchandising the floor all week long, I had to move everything again today. Today was suppose to be a soft day for me . I was totally mistaken. I had to refixture the floor . Make pyramids of t-shirt and fold over 500 pair of jeans. Not a good day . I'm exhausted. I weigh today 132.4 and struggling again with food. I ate a snack bowl from kfc. That is chicken tenders with mashed potatoes and corn all in one bowl top with cheese. And for dinner a cucumber and tomato salad with red wine vinegar. This morning I had a lean body protein shake and a banana, and for a refreshment ,I've been drinking AZUZE. The slendreize kind and it only has 10 calories.
I'm doing ok health wise but, my stomach keeps growling. Ive been stuffing grapes to fill me up. Wish me luck as I continue to battle my diet....
Be safe........ till tommorow................
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Sunday, May 23, 2010
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Saturday, May 22, 2010
What a Hectic day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well my diet is a struggle. Today I ate for dinner a broiled steak and a salad with red wine vinegar instead of dressing. I am trying to stay on a 2000 calorie or less diet. I have lost 6 pounds so far since I started this thing. I am increasing the amount of times that I excercise a week and definetely back away from candy..My weight right now is 131.2. I started at 137.8 , So I am doing ok.
Work was a little crazy. It got busy and I try the best that I could to get the floors to look decent. It is very hard to merchandise a floor , when your two bosses have a different opinion...Nonetheless , I still have to do my job and satisfy both... So that is what I did today.
I normally try to close with aa joke but here is something totally different.
About:::: Faith
Faith means being sure of the things we hope for and knowing that something is real even if we do not see it... It is by faith we understand that the whole world was made by God's command so what we see was made by something that cannot be seen... Without faith no one can please God... Anyone who comes to God must believe that he is real and that he rewards those who truly want to find him.
Hebrews11:1,3,6
Hope this gives you a little inspiration to continue your day happy. Till another day ........









